hahaz tdy is o lvl release day!yay!!!!!....nots...hahaz it was a day many ppl born in 91 felt the extrem tension .....hahaz ok i would cut the dramatism......so first the pics! so yupx 1st foto shud b of hall...second of viknesh(indian n ren qi!both whom r close frenz!(STOP WITH THE GOATEE THNG!) hahaz anywayz the whole alrdy tense atmosphere was made even worse thnx to the school giving a long speech.....but the speech was quite informative though!anywayz...when results were finally released it was utter chaos....hahaz in the end we all go it! viknesh did pretti well n mi? i got 15....Renqi took it hard when he found out he got 17...he even cried......so to cheer him up we went to starbucks(WOW expensive OMG) afta which we juz walked around tokin lolz even pulled a prank on his fren........could i continue ti later?hahaz i gotta do sumthng now so c u guyz in a bit
hey guyz....i m nt sure whether i posted tdy...so posting again....juz feel even MORE depressed now....even after annihilating almuz all the chocolates found in my home since ystr(chocs supposedly make u hapi?)its all juz too unreal to me liaoz the conversation i had wif her ystr.....it feels lyk a dream(how i wish it was...)haix...i SHUD b used to tis but yet the pain is juz soo ,....well REAL...bin feelin veri EMPTY the whole morning even till now...haix she says shes troubled by tis whole mi + her thng.....wad does she mean i wonder?she hasnt tok to mi in lyk wad a?a yr perhaps?y would she troubled?i onli msged her a few festive msgs to her...isit tat bad?evrything feels meaningless now....but since she wants it tis way i would try mi best to 4gt....who we were...even del her no. off fone......still cnt bear del the pics of her n her email off my msn ...went to check up on her on the forum she frequents...afta reading a few of her posts...i wondered y in the ****ing hell did i even bother...shes soo....well different...shes rich smart,n has a veri bright future ahead(sunglasses on plz)...as compared to mi...a guy(an emo guy i would lyk to add)wif little frenz and sux @ almuz everything i do...i knew shudnt hav gotten too emotionally invovled...but i juz cant help it....wad could i do?rite now.....even though it hurts so badly...i m gonna pretend i m 4gtin her....pretend to 4gt sum1 whom is un4gttable...juz so that she mite not be troubled n happi perhaps?but is it enuf for her to 4give mi?
well i m back...haix its a gloomy day tdy 4 mi.....again....it all started ystr when i was online,delight came online...i was damn happi lahz...thot god giving mi a second chance 4 mi n her to b frenz again....but its all juz nt meant to b......to ct a long story short she said tat we couldnt even b juz frenz....yupx juz lyk tat....rite now....feeling veri hurt n empty inside....i guesss tis is life...i reali nid sum strength now....haix
heyz Guyz!(hahaz n galz too of course) I m back! hahaz....n i juz receeived news thurs is the release of o level results!OMGhahaz.. its time for me to enter meltdown mode XS every part of mi is now extremely alert thnx to the adrenaline being pumped in while i write(well actuali type)tis out ok back to business
Have u ever felt alone?as if no one could see you?lyk no one cares bout wadeva happens to u?hahaz tdy reali felt that way hahaz esp while i as on my way to white sands to run sum errands hahaz juz found out alina had MIGRATED i was lyk wad the heck?haahz it seems lyk everyones leavin nowadaes.well leaving my life i guess...wif so little frenz a lost of one is veri great.guess tats the reason y i try so hard to fix mi n delight's frenship too...
o well juz to elongate tis post i decided to put in sum pics enjoy ^^ Tis two pics r of my newly completed model GN-001 Exia Gundam hahaz in these pics they r around 80-95% done and the only thng missing from it is its weapons well tats all for now hahaz c u guyz in a bit byex!
hahaz i m back!lolz....apparently youth service is TMR!!!!!!!OMGZZZZ o well more time to blog XD lolz okies so i juz found out almuz all my pri sch frenz r in jc OMG ok i reali stink @ studies now lahz...haix.....i reali hope i do well enuf to go into a jc or a course i wan to do...sigh now praying...
Anywayz i hav decided to record(lyk juz record on voice recorder or sumthng)my rendition of Lifehouse's Storm)hahaz once i get it doine n i lyk it i ll try post it on tis blog Yupx!hahaz
Rumor has it that nxt wk our results would be released!OMG i m reali gettin reali freaked out....that i mite do well.... haix plz god let mi do well!
Thats all for now hhaz gotta kip praying! more pics in a while(in nxt post bahz) kkz bb!
hahaz hey yall!hahaz my house undergoin sumkind of makeover so the com mite b disconneted for a few days haix.....anywayz tdy goin guitar class so yupx(F.Y.I. guitar class is on Sat 1-2 so dun ask mi out during tat time!)okies so back to the issue here...
My church(Church Of Praise) is holding a youth service.wads the big deal?well there wasnt any b4,well nt b4 but more lyk recently due to our youth leaders switching church so anywayz,tdy is the restarting of it!woohooo no more bored weekends!anywayz so tis part is lyk free advertisment for my church youth service!hahaz youth service from 1 to 3,@ lavender ,Carepoint hahaz u guyz wanna go den juz call mi i bring u !
N Exia's finally finished,for those of u whu hav no idea wad i m toking about,exia is a gundam model hahaz n one of my hobbies is to assemble them lahz...but too bad no pics yet as well coms gettin discnnected n i feel too lazy to actuali bother taking a picture
so guess tats all for tdy more pics in awhile! c ya!
hahaz second post!lolz ok today was lyk pretti gloomy for mi hahaz as in emotionally.....i dunnoe...felt lonely again....feeling continued till lyk...well juz now when My neighbour , Shi Yun lyk chatted wif mi ova msn.hahaz lost contact for pretti long time so yea its gd to hear from sum1 u nva heard frm in a long time esp if u thot they hav 4gtten bout u...plus...my headphones r dead.....wtf....ok time to start saving again...anywayz back to blogin
theres a new movie comming up, cloverfield. well it looks intersting lahz...juz watch the clip n u'll understand y....
yupx hoping to catch it sum ppl....hahaz n hope its nt sum lame movie lyk I Am Legend....haix...ok stop here...happy viewing the clip
O god.....how awfully plain......o well....guess i m stuck wif tis till i find out how to use blogskin the template.....well intro alrdy given n its the exact same thng on m frenster n facebook. guess i m super lazy >< anywayz i will try not to dot to much in this new blog(yea i had three other blogs all of which r now inactive or del liaoz) n post more often....haix a new year a new start rite?first off i m gonna give ya my (belated)new year Resolutions!yay!
New Year Resolutions
Work Much,MUCH harder!
put in more effort in learning the guitar
Write @least ONE song n not juz write it halfway
LOSE WEIGHT!
Exercise more!
ok lahx guess thats enuf for one year......i tink ><
Also the resultsr gonna be released quite soon bahx.....damn nervous, however tis is nt juz due to results......i plan to cal Delight 1 last time to fix wadeva frenship we have left....yupx(p.s. for those of u whu dunnoe whs delight...well....lol as bern would say its a long story meant for another day) if tis doesnt work out.....well time to REALI forget her lolz....well stop here lolz!c u guyz nxt time!
Name: Joel
-17 going on 18
-1.8-something metres tall =D
-Mood swings often, at times even more than the rollercoasters.
-EPPS('98 :1F,'99 :2F,'00 :3G,'01 :4G,'02 :5H,'03 :6H),SGSS('04 :1E1,'05 :2E1,'06 :3E1,'07 :4E1),NP AT('08 :1T05)
