Thursday, July 30, 2009
._. i misssed the first two lessons of the day. that is all.

I don't know what to think anymore.

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Monday, July 20, 2009
Why isit that no matter how many times i go thru this, the huet never lessens? TT_TT

People say be a man, but really, i dun think i can. Yes i'm a wuss so? i just want to be more numb. >.<

ticktockticktock when will it stop?

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Ok so it's Monday, AGAIN... Oh my gosh. =3= all the projects datelines are getting closer and that WORRIES ME. DAMN IT SNAP OUT OF THIS LAZY PHASE ALREADY *slaps self*

So anyway yesterday was the Music Lab's Bi-annually Student Concert and it was what i expected after performing a few times in school (as in Ngee Ann Poly.) In the end i didn't get a mike so didn't do back up =/ well can't complain. got to play at a pub/bar whatever you call it. The more surprising thing was that the someone asked for encore @_@ and of all the songs, the one we were most worried about, Muse's Plug in Baby. o well alls well that ends well. well post pics and vidsonce i find them. =3=

I wonder whether it is possible not, me and her. sometimes it feels like it can be, sometimes it feels it never will be i dunnoe @_@. I wished life was simpler. so i can just be happy. but den again it would be too dull wouldn't it. well cya in a bit

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Friday, July 17, 2009
So it's the las day of the week. Most students would be rejoicing. Not me. well. I'm rejoicing THAT much =3=

Today found out one of my projects really needed a GROUP effort. which would be ok if i actually TRSUTED my group mates...not to say i dun trust them. rather i'm worried @_@ o well.

So yea if u have me on msn. I REAKLLY AM GOING GAGA OVER guitars. right now looking at the Ibanez GAX or the Epiphone Les Paul Jr. man. if only i was richer . =/ but first VOX amp pl0x as of now, the funds now stand at 30 dollars. i expect it to drop to zero or ten dollars over the weekends.

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Two words sum up what i feel now.


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Ok two rants first off to a friend of mine

Dear Friend,
First off i would like to APOLOGISE for me exploding at you ystr BUT i won't apologise for what i said. First off u do not join a conver do something and expect to say hi too. i was in ANOTHER conver and didn't even see the skype conver until i said hi. Another thing is YOU DUN FREAKING EXPECT TO BE ACKNOWLEDGED IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES. THE WORLD DOES NOT WORK LIKE THAT. Secondly u typing what u did after really just showed how insecure u are. FURTHURMORE i didn't message cause firstly i was BUSY. Secondly You BARELY reply to any random messages i send u. HEnce msging u randomly is not a MUST for me. =_= K LASTLY I was sparing a thought for U by not msging. I mean in this situation msging u will either make u go "WAAH U RUB IT IN KNS" or "WTF IT'S JUST UR MP3, NO MP3 WILL DIE MEH" So yea it's practically a lose-lose situation for me, and the rest as well. and btw dun give the excuse ranran msg u. why not u ask cause u msg her back almost all the time. so yea.

Yours truely,

ok now about subject two Haruhi YES that HARUHI

the popular yellow ribboned character from the hit ANIME. Truh be told it is quite decent, but the recent eps have been nothing but fillers. like seriously 3 eps with almost the same thing. wth? I understand it's the story but srsly if it'sgonna continue i'm gonna put it on hold till like that kyon decides to do something.srsly.

If this was any other aniem you'll see everyone cry FILLER (wth an whole ep of filler too) but for haruhi, it's fans a lil too hardcore liao....o well.

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Monday, July 13, 2009


ON A LIGHTER NOTE, i mad e alist of anime i've watch/am watching..... very little surprisingly....but i suspect i forgot....alot.. >.<>

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Yesterday was an epic day =D and it all started out with my church's anniversary.

And one of my church guitarist got a Tokai Es335 hog is that thing sweet sounding or what ^_^
After service, " jammed" with them a while before rushing off to cosfest for my first official saikang duty at cosfest.

Where Day 1 was nice, Day 2 was even better =D

I was saikanging for a toradora team which lacked the two main characters =_= hence making my teamatesless recognisable i guess?

But it still was fun. ESP the ending dance haha. so in the end i guess it really was a very happy event....though i wished that someone waas there @_@.
Anyway, they say pictures are akin to that of a thousand words so I'll let them the the talking instead. Beware of over exposed shots and underexposed shots aas well. (my crappy phone camera FAILZOR)
Aisaka Taiga (From Toradora)
wth are u doing?

Miku and Kaito (from Vocaloid)
Miku : Why are there soo many photogs?
Kaito : Don't worry, we'll look good together

Vocaloid Team plus one Unknown (I ish noob forgive me)

Strike Freedom (From Gundam Seed Destiny)



wish you were there~

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Sunday, July 5, 2009
Well yesterda was kinda fun? i guess. helping negi and all really made me realise that that was what i really enjoy doing, helping ppl. but at the same time, it made me realise. how i'm probably just a one off guy. how i probably break away from this clique soon after and be forgotten soon. Sigh o well i btr get used to it... anyways, it hasn't been that bad these few days, i had a weird dream. the dream that normally signifys it is never gonna happen D=. I should guess so...anyone who would like a guy like me =3=

The sch performance is coming up soon too...and everything sounds great =D

Well at least this post ends positively.

Yesterday made me realise,
How much u mean to me,
How much i want to protect whatever i can
and how, I might not fit in the picture.

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Self Entitled
Name: Joel
-17 going on 18
-1.8-something metres tall =D
-Mood swings often, at times even more than the rollercoasters.
-EPPS('98 :1F,'99 :2F,'00 :3G,'01 :4G,'02 :5H,'03 :6H),SGSS('04 :1E1,'05 :2E1,'06 :3E1,'07 :4E1),NP AT('08 :1T05)

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