*Added Music Player Under Performances* Yeap added a music players with tunes from Lifehouse, my Favourite band. Most songs are in their acoustic versions so blasting them wouldn't make your parents say "AH BOY/AH GIRL AH TOO NOISY!"(or at least i hope so XP) Anyway hope you like it! I would add tracks now and then but for now, here's Lifehouse! Enjoy! =)
I've been feeling LAZY nowadays, so can't really be bothered to post =/. Anyway nothing important happen so didn't feel the need to tag. Yeap I haven't been even feeling emo! i just feel...plain lazy =/. So anyway i shall blog about yesterday and abit of what happened on sat.
Yesterday was my Chruch's 22nd Anniversery. It was held on a smaller scale due to...erm reasons. The worship included like 5 worship leaders (actually 4...Matthew was doing backing only) and our chruch whole array of musical instrument; a electric and acoustic guitar, 2 keyboards, drumset, bass, trombone. Now if you from a big chruch like New Creation or City Harvest I think it's pretty normal for you guys, but my church being a small chruch rarely has sooooo many people /instruments on the stage at one time...The best part was that i was the sound engineer for that day =.='''' so yea...supposed to go chruch by 730AM but i overslept =.=''' anyway By God's grace and mercy, Worship was AWESOME, though a bit loud....
Yesterday was Clydia's last day in our chruch. She's gonna follow her soon-to-be Husband to his chruch haaha. I actually wanted say something to her but we weren't that close so i didn't dare. but i decided to type something out here :
Hello Clydia! Haha sorry this came one day late but i was KINDA shy yesterday...ok not kinda shy, I just didn't know exactly to say =/. We rarely interacted in church, mostly due to me being shy and "invisible" to alot of people. But through the little interactions we had, most of what the people said about you, being loving and caring, i can feel it too. And if through these small interactions i can feel it, I'm sure that you're full of love and care. I wish you a happy marriage and do comeback to C.O.P. haha. O and have fun in that church's ministry! haha See you Round! -Joel =D
A final thing i wanted blog about was....WEBCAMMING WITH CHERYL haha SHES DAMN FUNNY lah...as much as i want to show you the funny moments, She FORBID me to take any pics and screenshots =.=''' Anyway can't wait till we meet up to learn some of Yui's Songs haha it's gonna be a BLAST
I still see images of you around me wherever i turn, but i'm glad we're still friends, and i hope nothing will ever take that away.
A Fresh New Start haha a very warm welcome to the revamped version of my blog haha....spent nearly 5 hours doing this or rather modding it...anyway hope you guys like the change!
well i was thinking through whether was it wise to like confess to XxXxXx....till now haven't reached a decision...I mean it's like...a part of me wants to give up so that the friendship might be saved...while another part of me keeps hounding on the fact there might be the OFF chance of her liking me...as much as i want to look at the brightside, I really can't help but feel that the brightside is too bright, or in layman's term, unrealistic...I actually don't feel like blogging much......so yea...mayb i'll update later...ciaos
It's almost impossible I know, But yet my heart says go they say time heals everything, but what if it only made it worse?
As i look around, I'm reminded of you. Reminded of the times, I bet You never knew. In the dark,silent night, I cry alone. Because I know, That I'm the one, . who made it all disappear. Now as i try to fix this brokeness, I find myself likeing someone close to you. But I dare not move. Cause I'm haunted by memories of you. I'm just hoping for a chance. Not cause I want win her heart, But also to get you back as a friend nontheless....
RAWR i'm feeling emoish....Delight posted new pics on friendster =.=''' i'm not suppowsed to see them...but....yea....it reminded me of not to make the same mistake...but still i'm gonna try....one day YOU will see...i just hope it doesn't turn out to be like Delight
You know i wake up almost everyday...and regret SOMETHING i have done....well i just watched a video of a race car driver by the name Scott Kalitta...heres the video of what happened
Yea I have no idea who is this...SERIOUSLY...but still i'm paying my tribute to him because an important lesson can be learnt from this...NEVER take anyone for granted because...they might be gone in a blink of the eye :'( it also reminded me not to have regrets in my life and why i wanted to protect all those who I love...so as to perhaps prevent them form being snatched sooo suddenly from us all...And so to Scott's Family, Friends and Fans...my condolences to you all...and at least be comforted by the fact that he died doing what he LOVED to do
Have you guys heard of the eye of the storm? In a hurricance storm system.....when everywhere is chaos, things being flung around...buildings blown away....u would expect the centre of the storm to be where the most violent winds are right? however, the centre of a hurricane is not even remotely dangerous...there are no violent winds... no nothing....in fact the only thing dangerous about it is the false sense of safety it gives to people...because suround the eye is where the most violent winds are...
Thats pretty much how i feel now...i got through a rough period last night with the help of Steph and my God-Sis...still i feel quite empty inside...why?Well from yesterday's "message" you should be able to guess...I might be looking too much at it but yea....anyway after that it made me feel what i don't want to feel...alone...and that i probably won't get attached, won't get my first kiss etc. yea it's strange for a guy to think like that...but what can i say? i'm not as much as a loner as some of you guys think.....
Anyway heres a video for YOU...even though YOU probably never read my blog or even know i'm refering to you.....
And i know i posted this video before.....but don't ask why.
And lol =.='''paul twohill just walked pass and sat a few tables away...(Haven't he graduated already? O.o)
ANYWAY TODAY WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!!!!!! Met up with my FOC group, Apple Pi...yeap to collect our HOODIES! haha even though it was a short and brief meet=up, i could still feel the energy that i felt from them, during FOC...the friendliness, the HYPERNESS lol yeap Thanks guys for another wonderful memory ^-^and heres some pics to remeber this day by...
i saw you today...again...this time u seem to look at me more?but not in a good way.....its like in a way saying you know...and that it will never come true...I'm no longer holding on to it, though i still feel something for you. so please....please don't let our friendship spoil, cause i REALLY just wan to be friends with you
Name: Joel
-17 going on 18
-1.8-something metres tall =D
-Mood swings often, at times even more than the rollercoasters.
-EPPS('98 :1F,'99 :2F,'00 :3G,'01 :4G,'02 :5H,'03 :6H),SGSS('04 :1E1,'05 :2E1,'06 :3E1,'07 :4E1),NP AT('08 :1T05)
